[ Joshua might have forgotten about it, but Clive hasn't. He goes on to take a couple of drinks from the abandoned cup. There's a frown as his fingers grip the cup a bit tighter. ]

Yes. At first all I could think of was seeking revenge for your death. Then when I thought that it was I that had been responsible...

[ He breathes in through his nose and doesn't meet Joshua's gaze. That had been the lowest point of his life. It had nearly broke him. Had it not been for Cid talking to him - ]

You are part of that life now too, Joshua. The Hideaway isn't truly a place, but moreso the people who work and strive to make it a place that others can find refuge in.

[ His lip quirks. ]

Besides. You get fussed at by Tarja just like the rest of us.